Dennis and I have hoped for the past year and a half that we would become pregnant, and have a family one day. Obviously, God has not opened my womb and he has not seen fit to make us parents yet. I deal with this often, and I cry sometimes. Being back in school has really kept me busy, and I have not really thought about it lately. I am currently trying to correct the problem, but I try to not allow that desire to dominate my life; but every now and then the desire to be a mother creeps up on me, and I fall apart because I don't know what God has planned; fearing that he does not have this in our future. Reading a friends blog, this was on there. So I blame her for my midnight break down! Now I am good for another month! Thanks, Jess!
This song displays what's in my heart in words! Enjoy!
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3 comments:
what an awesome video!
Shannon I admire your patience and obediance to God in this situation. I've been praying for you guys and know that in God's time your hearts desire will be met.
Shannon! This is heartbreaking. I have faith that you will be blessed with a baby when it is your time! I love that video!
Chelsie
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